Followup- that's from my experience w SA
With relationship sexual abuse, it was much worse having only happened months ago
I don't think I'm in a state to discuss that

It made me feel disgusting, used and unloved. It ruined me mentally and took me ages to recover. It was two years ago now and I still think about it sometimes and it ruins my day. That's just me but I'm fairly certain most people would say the same :P
I feel like considering I was y'know like 12 at the time and it was an older guy (yes he was gay) that may have affected me more
But yeah, not nice 🥰