i have always thought of myself as being favored by god, i wonder if you think the same. Do you see something in me that tells you that i'm favored? Divinely protected, god has shielded me from hardships before. I wish it was the same for you.

I feel like I can relate to you, because our experiences seem similar. However, I've never been "tainted" in the way you have, and it hurts me knowing the pain you have suffered. Hopefully god brings us both to salvation, you deserve to be happy the most