not even that I want someone to come and love me to bits without caring for the flaws I have. too many flaws.. I half asleep and i don't know what I'm typin!!!!!!!! I want a relationship. but then again I don't.. bc I won't be able to return the same amount of love they'll give me, and to constantly try and put up with someone may be tiring to focus with studying as well is not a great idea.. however, being in a relationship means dates and stuff and I wnat to experience that! I want to fall in love, but the concept of live is a weird thing.. is it admiration or appreciation? or the way they look? or is it the idea of them? I don't know.may be cooked. LDRs aren't the best are they? tho it'll be sweet sending msgs and waking up to a message if they're from a different time zone, but then you won't habe time to call and stuf due to different schedules and matters on hand.. ARGHHHHHFHFJJE