gonna try and sleep.. but one last rant or smrb.. is there a certain reason I'm like this? or is there a more detailed reason to why I'm here, like why was I given this life specifically.????? why this one! I don't believe our life was meant to be like this. Im apart of the left wing libertarian side little closer to the middle but I don't believe the fact we are here trying to earn a concept we made bc of greed. like why are humans naturally selfish. I don't understand why people are raised that way or not, like if I was apart of a different family, things would be a whole lot different. im actually gonna sleep I'm gonna throw myself into a pool and not swim up.