I was just like you my dad left me and my brothers and my little sister but my little sister never met her real dad she only sees my step dad and my mom and I didn't know how hard life could be I nearly have been hit by a car and I tried to kill myself so many times but look I'm still here and hurts to see that my whole family is apart it hurts to know that I'm arguing with my own cousin so I'm sorry it's fine if you want me to leave its ok cause I hate myself too....