oh.. well, maybe try different ways to take your mind off of it? I'm not really sure what to suggest,,
I know you'll find someone who will love you for who you are, flaws and all. And you'll feel the same way about them. You're an amazing person, Frust. But sadly love doesn't come very easily. It may take a while to find the one but it will be worth it in the end. These things take time, y'know? You can't really rush something as delicate as love, or there can be consequences that result in both or more people in the relationship getting hurt. And I know it can be something that you can end up craving so much after losing, I've been there.
Just try to calm down and relax okay? ahh I don't really know what else to say I'm sorry-