I'm just trying to be realistic! They are my f- parents, even if i'm kind with everybody she always yell at me bc i didn't do that or that, and everyones mzking fun of me too, i can't help with that now, i'm feeling just useless bc i don't do likke everybody, bc i'm not the perfect child, i'm so lost rn, i think that forgeting myself is the better thing to do now, or maybe i just need to wait, i'll go to my new school (hightschool, i'm not sure about how to say it, it's lycée in french) and it's far from where i live so i'll sleep there, i will only see them the week end
Waiting is the best option but be another person is the easier way
Maybe i should try the harder one first?