Tha blueberry

I'm not feeling fine.

I should be a normal hetero girl.
Maybe they would stop arguing?
If i wasn't born, they wouldn't fighting.
He said that since i was born she start yeelling and that started.
I'm a mistake, i wasn't mean to be born she said.
Stop cosplay and anime, you live in your own world, that's driving me insane! She said 2 days ago.
Now she's wondering why i don't say anything, why i don't smile anymore.
I'm chubby, i should eat less, and less.
I deleted all non normal things on my tablet, no wallpaper, only few pictures of me and my cousins.
I draw anime stuff today, need to destroy them, i could burn it.
I should draw famous paints and portraits.
I'm just a kid, maybe i don't know what i want, it must be that.
I should delet that 3 cavetown songs i downloaded, that's not normal music.
I shouldn't be who i am.

4 years ago   19 views   1 frames

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  Tha blueberry

I'm just trying to be realistic! They are my f- parents, even if i'm kind with everybody she always yell at me bc i didn't do that or that, and everyones mzking fun of me too, i can't help with that now, i'm feeling just useless bc i don't do likke everybody, bc i'm not the perfect child, i'm so lost rn, i think that forgeting myself is the better thing to do now, or maybe i just need to wait, i'll go to my new school (hightschool, i'm not sure about how to say it, it's lycée in french) and it's far from where i live so i'll sleep there, i will only see them the week end
Waiting is the best option but be another person is the easier way
Maybe i should try the harder one first?

4 years ago   Reply
  I’m not human(Member of the...

People make fun of everything about me, bring it on 🤷‍♂️ I can’t stand not being myself

4 years ago   Reply
  ✨sAltY liMEs✨

Nnnnnnooooooooooo we love you 💗 for who you are. I love you for who you are! Don’t you dare change yourself, we love you for your personality and options. If they can’t see then they are a lost cause trying to get a life. I know what it’s like to fell this way, trust me. We can go through this stuff together if you want. I will not leave your side.

4 years ago   Reply
  🍡axelmonster🍡

Stop thinking bad things your just fine the way you are you should not think that way you shouldn't be whoever you think you should be think who you are and you are a bueatyful person with a good heart

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