I'm always alone so for my company I talk to my 5 demons in my head, only 2 of them are nice. The rest are mean or bratty. I can't ever calm down. I never go out in public, I have a very severe condition called scopophobia. If you don't know what that means, it means to have a fear of to be stared at. Another problem is im a leo I don't have much connection with others I'm always being sad about what other people think about me.