:( I, ruby maybe we don’t understand your pains or never felt as bad, but starving or hurting yourself won’t help, it’s sad and frightening now but if you try to hold yourself together and just keep going it’ll get a lil better with every day. I know this doesn’t sound right but just don’t hurt yourself or starve yourself because it never helps. If u don’t want to talk it out it’s ok but if u ever actually want to tell someone some off ur problems we are here to listen and try to help.