Listen we are all here don’t forget that and I never go out I’m secretly self conscious of what people think of me I always think at the negatives even when I try to look at the bright side I always get dragged down to hell I have a disorder that makes me more sensitive as well I’ve thought about different ways I could commit suicide like hanging and stabbing plus I’m always alone no matter how much I want to tell someone I always say I’m ok and now it’s starting to catch up