oh no i meant at 12 is when I started feeling even more sad, i was living w/ my dad and step mom from when i was 10 up until this past june.
my dad met her like months after he broke up w/ my mom when i was 4.
ig my parents are fine with me dating somebody, apparently my dad was some playboy in high school and he always thought that i was the same thing, he would be like 'make sure u find the right girl' ig he didnt want my heart to be broken jus like him, and my mom's also fine with it, but yeah, im focusing on school rn

damn, if only i met that counselor a couple of years ago...😅
not only the meds, but talking to ppl like family helped me out a lot. Like ive been feeling empty since I was 10, i never really had family i could talk to, i rarely talk to my father and stepmother when i lived with them. the only time i'd be happy with em was like on holidays like christmas or new years, cuz we'd usually see their parents, that was the only time my step mom would talk to me, which ik was fake at the time, she usually gives me attitude or yells at me, jus for the fun of it. and a breakup w/ a girl a few years ago still hurts to this day. and when the lockdown happened, and i couldnt see my friends, is when i started to feel like shit, cuz i never really talked in my own house and i felt ignored a lot. my father and step mother are complicated. it's funny cuz the whole time when i was 12-15 living there, they thought i was happy
sorry for the vent btw

wait, it's friday?

well um, my brother basically told me that i should reconnect with my friends and try seeing em irl, and even try to see this one person (which is what i shouldve done a long time before), it might seem stupid, but it's what i wanted to do for a while but didnt have the courage to do it, and my brother basically wanted me to laugh more ig, like be happy. and he actually wanted me to talk bout my feelings, which i didnt expect him to, i mean he's 12, he shouldnt really be worrying...
it took me like until like end of june, beginning of july

yeah my mom's fine with telling me all that stuff
i think i'll jus' apply for a roomie when i first move out😅, then when im older id get a house
dam, 20 years? that is hard working.

my mom doesnt do what you would expect...she does cleaning in either a condo or building i think, she makes 1k for 2 weeks but she had the job for like a couple of weeks,
and we live in a 2 unit house, we rent the 2nd floor for like 1k a month. so ig we have some money to spend here and there...

Well, in a sense, your correct.
But I kinda feel like I don’t belong there, you know?

Ye, despite the shooting there were tons of ppl there
I Jus went to go for clothes and my brother wanted to get new shoes

Yeah ik
I totally didn’t go there earlier today tho 😳

yeah, that makes sense
i used to share a room w/ my brother (kind of a long story) i get that it can be annoying,

my brother? yeah he's goin back
and no, it was jus' a joke, but ig she's annoyed that im in my room, barley eating and listening to music and not interacting w/ ppl

sorry for always replying late,
but nah i got a younger brother

nah, my shy introverted ass chose online learning,

sorry in advance but for the longest time you had me convinced that you were, idk, my father or step mother in disguise
im really paranoid smh - jus' wanted to let you know 😅

yeah it sounds familiar

well the first night I slept in a tent, but it felt like an oven so we jus decided to rent a cabin...
and Im sure the cabin owners wash the sheets after each visitor...at least i hope so 😅

I honestly forgot where I went
Just rented some cottage next to a boat stream for a couple of days

I appreciate the concern,
and thanks for the info of when I was actually conceived, i guess i was too stubborn to look into it, my friends a couple of years ago told me that i prolly wouldve been conceived on vday, so I jus went along with it,
-dont worry bout me and vday
and i might not act like it, but yeah im 15, i turn 16 on 10/28

Good luck lmao
his style from trilogy is completely different from his current style

How bout listen to every weeknd song from the trilogy album and tell me your favourite...
idk
It’s like 30 songs...