i have gone through shit and back and it bugs me how people have no drive in their lives. no one is going to fucking coddle you when you have to grow up and no ones going to tolerate your collective shit when you realize that you have a responsibility
i get that if you're ill and shit you won't have much to do in your life but as far as i know you're just inadequate. you would never realistically survive if it werent for human intervention "fiction doesn't affect reality" okay and the reciepts dont lie either
i think i might have a problem idk i mean it's not harming my life i havent felt happier than ever before i'm coping and managing my feelings well but idk. maybe i do have an issue. but this issue isn't an issue to me and it makes me happy and i feel so conflicted if i should get help or not