.....? how the fuck r u doign this

Extroverted compsci/cybersecurity boyfriend

- geek AND a nerd (doesn't like hearing that)
- has genuinely tweeked out over smallest references to orv or anything he likes
- listens to "my hot mixtape" as background noise
- wears make up occasionally for the feeling
- "this one's for you, baby" and misses the shot
- has thought about being a twitter nsfw artist too many times
- imagines amvs when listening to music
- "did you restart your computer?"
- does infact cosplay, specifically feminine characters.
- never beating bottom allegations.
- every file name is organized yet disorganized
- "guys ignore that tab please."
- somehow has managed to give himself malware
- "it should've been me"

for relationship statuses;

nxx boys are in a relationship with rosa, however they do not date each other (i dont see them dating each other, luke and marius might be having something unresloved though)

rosa and artem are married; luke and marius are her boyfriends (i am a rosa x artem truther, i do not CAAARE how canon luke and rosa may be)

rosa and xuan flirt with each other (they aren't dating but xuan is easily flustered by beautiful women)

xuan and vyn are married

might also refer to everyone by their cn names instead of their english names because i stellis is located in china but at the same time MOST people know everyone in their english names so

rosa = qiangwei (qw)
artem wing = zuo ran(zr)
luke pearce = xia yan (xy)
marius von hagen = lu jinghe (ljh)
vyn richter= mo yi (my)

xuan hoang = xuan hoang (xh)

speaking of nxx i like to imagine everyone just goes "okay" to vyn coming out as transgender except for ljh and ljh goes "? Didn't you say you wanted to have a family with Xuan? How does that work if you're trans-" and everyone looks at him like he's stupid (marius isn't lgbtqphobic just a little stupid and vyn probably tells marius some private things because they are student and teacher + considering younger generations ((marius is way younger than everyone else)) rn are a little stupid marius probably didn't know a lot about it) and after some explaination and hoa appearing like 7 yeads later marius is a babysitter and is like an uncle to hoa

danganronpa au nxx and rosa lives, xuanyi dies a tragic death

kinda having fun adding the rest of the nxx team + rosa into xuanyi stories (like in their dangan au and in their technical prime au)

anytime xuanyi is in like a competition situation i love to imagine they're always on opposite teams but xuan is so infatuated with vyn and tries to convince vyn to join his team instead (he also follows her everywhere they are never apart)

nvmmmmmmmmm..... the app is still shit ugh how am i supposed to live laugh and love now

marius =/= xuan they are completely different characters that both represent me

"Some people just fake illness" a doctor did not go through all that schooling just for you to say that "you can be misdiagnosed" if i didnt mention to my doctor that i am not currently actively suicidal at that moment i wouldve been sent to the mental hospital for my safety people who doubt mental illness are genuine weirdos

everyday is a fight with myself to stay alive every other week i think about it and its genuinely ruining my life and some people still think im faking and some days i get really close to doing it and everyday is just me counting the days until something runs out and otherdays i dont wanr to die ans i love life

well not everyone thinks im faking but people who just hate me in general go "oh akane's faking" IM DIAGNOSED???

and then i go outside and realize its just the internet and i hate everything

THATS THE POITN

that is NOOOT xuan hoang.

...? I literally hope u get married to a woman

me andndn my girlfriend 😊

tthey're in love and they.... kiss and they Kiss again and then thex kiss some more and i love kissing ky wife she is very soft and very perfect and i love her and her story

im so delusional over xuanyiverse i love making lore

hint towards their spotify playlists xuan begins with foreshadow because as soon as he realizes this he immediately tries to find a way to connect himself and vyn so that they can both be happy while vyn starts with fate hinting at the fact that she believes nothing good will happen if she continues down this path and ultimately has to accept the fact that in most cases she will never be happy and runs away from her problems (so xuan chases after vyn's timeline)