i feel so... lovely? not hateful, i want to be kind i really do but ym head makes me feel hateful but i generally want to be a good person and i try to convince myself that i am
my counselors noticed this and realize that if i simply dislike/aren't interested in the class i will not do any work and it genuinely tanks my grades but at the same time i just dont see a reason to do thinks j dont like
"wouldn'f it be the oppo-" no because i have really fast metabolism yes i have gained significant weight but that was through eating 5 meals per day for two years if i went back to my old diet i would quickly go back to being under 100lbs
idk if vyn has fast metabolism (i havent seen mentions of it in stories... yet) but i like drawing her in every form because i have always firmly love her no matter what she looked like
noo because like its genuinely painful being skinny but at the same time sleeping on hard places feel nice to me because its cold (i live in a hot state) really thought about getting abs but i think i might just try and tone my torso and arms