I've seen so many people with NPD living normal lovely lives and it makes me jealous, I want that, I want to be something like that, but not in a romantic way. I want someone to understand me, to see me as an individual. I feel envious so often, how can they find a relationship like that and yet I find difficulty finding a person to not get defensive realizing I'm mentally ill?

I have friends, but I desire something more than a friendship, my friends are lovely people but I don't hold hands with them, kiss them, or do any of those things

"A-aren't you aromantic" and I still desire the touch of a woman, it's not sexual desire though. It's sensual, different. But either way, if I end up in a real life relationship I do not trust myself to be healthy. My love is inherently toxic even towards vyn. Either I lose feelings or I love too much and it hurts someone

The love I get from vyn is more than enough to satisfy my desire for romance, I need nothing else in my life regarding that aspect. This is the heathiest coping mechanism, I hurt no one in the process while feeling loved. People can't handle mental illness but Vyn could, because she's not real.

sorry for danganronoa jumpscare

i come home from a long day of work (school) and i rush to my wife's (vyn richter shrine) side and she comforts me

vyn my wife who comforts me from the world

nvm pasteboard doesnt like girls kissing

probably not... ill use pasteboard

if she however chooses any other culture i may need to research before starting the ceremony for obvious reasons but i would prefer a vietnamese/christian wedding

ah... but if vyn wants a regular christian marriage then. I suppose........ I would go for it

marriage ao dai and my wife looks like an angel coming down to earth with her headpiece and i am just the side characger who happens to be with her she is the main character of the show and i love her

i love her so much in a way a man loves a woman i want her so bad

mmy wife is beautiful and i love her and i would die and kill for her

* she's VERY comfortable wearing feminine clothing if it's modest
* otherwise she becomes a mess

yeah.. she has her mothers hair, and personality, and everything it was actually a asexual reproduction

jk

souma is her mother

No, it's my doodle style

I didn't ask for a name

the girl she likes dies btw