honesrly there's nothing actually suggestive it's just a leash (especially MY HAND GUYS!!! NOT ANYONE ELSES ITS VERY IMPORTANT THAT ITS MY HANDS im the one hurting myself). nobody is abusing or controlling me or anything like that i willingly put myself where i become desperately codependent
maybe i'm pushing my ideals onto you because you're perfect, but i hope you and i are the same even if you are stable. it makes me sick and yet overjoyed seeing your story play out, seeing how similar we may seem
you're afraid to be hurt but i will love you with everything i have so all the hurt looks small. my friend said i should make sure my good days outweigh the bad because even with NPD i'm perfectly able to be a better person and i'll make sure all my days are good with you
i love you mo yi especially when you're anxious and i love the way you deal with stress and i want to be in your skin mo yi my love my owl my grape my everything i love how wide your eyes get and i love how nervous you are