i experienced narc collapse too often HELP.

before her beinf my chosen person i think she was just. a character. nothing special because st the end of the day shes fictional and i used to be able to detach myself from her easily

Idk when i started viewinf vyn as my chosen person, probably around early 2023? because i experienced narc collapse and stopped interacting with tot for months until i replayed tot in February 2023

me when a fictional character smiles and i am replenished and i dont want to die

mmmmy narc supply my chosen person my muse i loeve u splease love me back

hyuna & luka, dr flug & miss heed, aoi & akane (i shiver)

they can never make me hate you, Mo Yi.

miss heed & akane are definitely the main ones i relate to regarding my view of the world

idk. The closest things i can like. Describe my experiences with my mentality is probably... miss heed, akane aoi, luka, and secretive plotter? maybe bill cipher as too but thats stretching it a bit far

would it be a BAD thing to say i dont hate npd because i love the feeling i feel when i see vyn

innocent pipeline of "oh i love tot but i wouldn't be *that* interested i'm just playing because my friends are" and now im the sole survivor

me when npd drives me insane and if i didnt have npd i wouldnt love vyn as much

idk. Its hilarious to me but its not gonna be funny if i go back into a delusional state again

I feel like its reasonable why I hate people..... but I could've acted way differently

....tại sao em thức 🤨 em là người viết và em vẽ cái hình, đi ngủ sớm kk

Không phải russia lol, là người netherlands 🇳🇱 kkk 😂😂

Don't forget horribly racist! he was very racist against vietnamese people lmao idk if he still is but the last things i ever saw of him was being racist to viet/SEAsian people in general and viewing us as poor lowerclass lol

i love and hate how we know which card it is

me when i see the rainbow and get excited and ITS ANOTHER HINATA FEET CARD. i swear. That card loves me

dw i know