I still hate how much of my health has been invalidated by people around me just because they do not believe my situation, because I grew up with a "free enviroment" to them and yet my mental health has spiraled extremely since elementary

talking about my health and disorders is so refreshing and freeing and yet i feel so restricted because there will be people who think i'm faking this but it's because for the longest time i hated being vulnerable (and i still do) and refused to talk about my issues because it made me feel weak, acknowledging i have issues that do affect my health makes me feel like i'm progressing even if it's by a little bit

if it's a stomach bug it's a 3 year long one apparently

in 2022 i think my doctor told me that? that i finally made it past the "underweight" mark

it's crazy how before 2020 i was like. 60-75lbs and then now im twice that. I should feel happy, i feel happy looking at my body now but other people dont apparently

also in case some weirdo kid goes into here to diagnose me with sht no it's not bulimia

sigh its another chewing mint gum so i dont feel nauseous day again

i go to make myself a night snack and i proceed to throw up everything

if i had a nickel for everytime i threw up this year alone, i'd probably have at least 50 cents

saturday i didnt even eat anything, but i threw up clear regardless

i couldn't even throw up anymore but my body tried to empty everything from my stomach

i ate good food today too, so it feels worse that i threw it up

never stated in this drawing but my persona is throwing up and asks "again?" Because he keeps throwing up
i dont know. my body refuses to take in food and it hurts

i keep throwing up

cause if their art is cute then it gets rid of all the horrible parts of it! /j

Yeah, their post was cute ....... the person not so much 😧

my cyberstalker senses tingled, i saw the emojis and knew

softwareMalfunction

Are you asking for a name or are you asking what a proshipper is

ugh i know. That the way I'm going about this is aggressive and very hate driven but gentle reminder that. Antis aren't like this and they're in the right and I express my thoughts in a hatefilled way but there are plenty of people who express the same thoughts but in a kinder notion. proshipping doesn't do any good no matter how many of them say so, and they should find other ways to cope