Luka x PC mayhaps, self insert persona Luka the Narcissist because thats my only defining feature atp

*Luka (me) is not PC character and has completely different interactions with everyone

*Luka (PC) ver is just luka, but following how DcL introduces the characters

or platonic yaoi. Shrugs, narc supply is narc supply

why cant another person with NPD walk my way and we can have NPD platonic beneficial yaori together and we are eahc others equal people

"People with NPD I love you" "people with NPD are cute" you like me? You really think so? Really? Am I pretty? Am I the cutest person you have ever seen? Ever? Above everyonr else? You like me? Hiii...?

I hate proshit NPD fuckers bruh, this is why i'm better than you, you can be anti-censorship while not being proship. I'm not going to accept your weird fucking ships because it's fiction. "They don't actively think about it!" Oh my god shut up, jerk your shit to some grass and maybe you'll feel loved

Sometimes I wonder if any of the people I'm on bad/non-speaking terms think about me occasionally, but it doesn't matter anymore. NPD recovery does a lot, I feel like a better person now

I thought I was just soing this because I was petty, but petty wasn't stalking your ex's instagram account so you could draw better than her because she made a comment about your art negatively once

me when i hated my follow count so much I quit instagram for 4 years smiles

i feel like i should've known it was npd when i actively had mental breakdowns on instagram about my instagram popularity and I had a horrible obsession over my follower count and that was the only way I could put value on myself and I would feel volatile emotions when my follow count started to slow down. And I hated other artists, I felt jealousy over them and I would actively try to draw *more* and try to improve my art as much as I can to provs i'm better than them

Doesn't matter if it's just NPD in general, just seeing someone say that narcissistics can be loved hurts more than it should

I hate it and yet I can't help it. It makes me feel terrible but seeing someone not paint me in a abusive light makes me feel like I can be redeemed and I'm not a horrible guy and I can live a normal life with normal people and have normal relationships

"Narcissists, they can never make me hate you" please don't hate me, please love me more, I want to be loved

Lord, I feel jealous. I want a queer platonic friend badly. In an NPD way

I feel happy seeinf somw posts, because it's me, it's me without hiding!!!!!!!! It's my thoughts, those are my thoughts put into words

sigh back on npd tumblr so i feel better abour myself

Smiles NPD keeps ruining my life, i did and have interacted with the TOT community before and they're very sweet and I cry when I interact with one because they're genuinely good people but I can't help but feel a deep hatred for Vyn "likers"

in before anyone goes "isn't this a common feeling" before i was hit by the NPD beam I told my friends i want to interact with the TOT fandom but I couldn't help but feel dread + nervous and I would have extremely violent thoughts about the people who even *think* about liking vyn in any way

NPD culture is feeling deep hatred for other "fans" because they'll never be you and it feels infuriating when people claim to like it because they don't actually "like" it

* If anyone found out about my newest interest, I'm actively avoiding + deleting any comments that hints towards the name because I want to gate keep & it's an 18+ game I'm not sharing that to kids bruh