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....... maybe i need another reassessment before i crash out on twitter

If i followed you, would you realize it's me? Hahahaha, would you block me? i don't know how you feel about me. last time we talked, we seemed to end off in good terms.

you know, your words hurt a lot... i tried to act like it didn't affect me, but i was really jealous. i think you tried to provoke me, telling me your ex contacted you. you provoked and tested me a lot but i was a good boyfriend and tried to be patient until i couldn't take it anymore but now i'm better And i can wait and wait and wait and wait... but you'll probably think i'm obsessed because we haven't spoken in 5 years. so i won't ever tell you how i feel

even when you did all of those things to me i still loved you... the only reason why it didn't work out was because i was jealous, and then you told me you pity dated me... but i'm better now even when i fully know you drew csem material of me and shared it to your friends ... ..... Even when you berated me and treated me like a doormat i was head over heels for you and i let you do whatever to me ..... because i thought i was a good boyfriend.

Sometimes I wish I was 14 because even when you said you didn't love me you were still tied to me

"you don't seem harmful/xyz" yeah because you're not My Favorite Person.... i don't do these things everyone, only special people... either i stalk because i like you or i stalk because your information is like a playtime activity... i'm really just making good use of my skill set

I think also people generally believe because i'm "yandere" in nature, surely i'll act the same way towards them...? No. You're not my special person, why would i do those things for you

I say a lot of things because everyone else says it, not because i want to.

I don't know, i don't love often, not since....... but i'd like to believe i "loved" everyone even if it wasn't romantic.. my love is twisted and i don't know how to detangle it

i dream of a lot of things and i feel slightly mortified that i do find comfort in "problematic" content.

i also think the argument of "people turn gay/trans/whatever because of trauma! If they find a xyz then they are normal..." all my trauma came from women and i still find men disgusting.. if anything i find comfort in a woman doing the same thing to me again

i think it's funnier people want to praise a lot of things but then tell me i'm horrible for the thoughts i have..? i can't help it.....

"why can't i be your xyz" "i'm jealous of your favorite person" you don't want this. you think it's romantic but it's not. i don't do this out of love

"i want a mentally ill partner!" "oh, why are you single? you seem like a good match" i stalk people actively and when i feel a connection towards someone i'm compelled to stalk and harrass them

idk i just think it's really funny how people fetishize people like me but then become disgusted when they realize it's not romantic..? obviousky mental illness isn't an excuse but you all like obsessive mentally ill people until it genuinely threatens your livelihood

"i want a yandere partner (>////<)" ok but when *i* stalk people now it's creepy

We're both adults now but I still miss you.... pathetic....

It's not like i wouldn't become this way without your interference, but you definitely made me think it was acceptable and i spiraled from there.

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