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https://discord.gg/WpSGCVMQgE luka AM server
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people want to be me and live my mentally ill life so bad They think it's hot and sexy and whatever and they want to have a lover like me because "he's so obsessive (>////<)" and taboo stuff blah blah blah booktok blah blah blah dark themes blah blah blah
whateverrrr people on the internet are insane. but not in the mentally ill way. i think they're crazy, and they make me feel like i'm not crazy, because i'm not
"wow luka how do you... live with those thoughts? You seem well put together" I don't live and i've come to be excited at every passing day hoping one day something kills me
gripping at whatever angrily, FAAAAAAACK MEπ‘π€¬ i can't have shit and past me screwed me over. ππππππππππππππi would've killed myself long time ago
Npd makes me want to kill myself but Npd is also keeping me alove. Hate it here
Sometimes I hate it, I hate that I can't die. But I'm too selfish, and I like being better that everyone else, and killing myself doesn't make me a better person.
I've done so much in my life, and that's why i can't kill myself. Because someone will notice. I've made myself a part of a community, and I will have to die surrounded by people i befriended
"If you're a real narcissist, why do you do xyz? Why do you act xyz?" It's not like I'm completely heartless. I just, do things because i can. i can do a lot of bad things, but i can do a lot of good things. And if doing good things makes people see me as a better person, why wouldn't i do good things? My life is so eventful
I mean, i'm really just a textbook narcissist. But i don't *have* to be one infront of everyone, right? I can do charity while still doing it for personal gain. I can be nice to people in real life because it makes me better than everyone else.
it's so hard to stay attached to this world!
Sure, I'm a "suicidal maniac who lacks inhibition" and a "sadistic narcissist who cares for nothing but his own self gain" but i'm also a beloved part of my community and people stop to wave at me where ever I go, and people open their arms to hug me when they see me. Sometimes I think it's just the internet who can't understand me. Because real life has never felt so sweet before
no πBecause worms are fish baitπ£π£π£π£π£π£π£π£π£π£U will be Fish Foodπππ
Not including shipping prices, but my order was 30 2in keychains + a lot of stickers, i paid around 140 in total, us shipping
it took about a month and a week for mines to arrive
I get my keychains from vograce, it's about 2~3usd per keychain unless you bulk order.
i wish everything was easy, but good things don't happen without bad things. A little longer, then maybe i can become the person god wants me to be
i'm a failure of an angel if i were one, i've let sin consume me and i'm disgusting but with penance and faith i'll be restored
i'm having problems, the kind you cannot solve
"angels disguise themselves as humans" am i holy enough..? i think some people see me as their angel, but i don't know. but when i see this one specific person, i'm compelled to guard them, maybe i am an angel and i have met my human i need to protect. i'm sorry i couldn't do more, i wish i could've met you sooner and maybe it wouldn't have happened to you