Having to clarify this shit because i have spiritual psychosis God gives his strongest soldiers the toughest battles I swear I'll strive through delusion.
Attended this extremely beautiful church in seattle, a catholic one obviously. I was told the church section was rebuilt, and it was stunning. Stained glass rained down on the mass as the choir performed, I wish I could've taken a closer look
I attended a methodist church once because I was singing in their choir, and the way they did communion really shocked me as well. And the way they received donation was also really weird to me. Beautiful church, though. It looked amazing and bright compared to some churches i've attended
As a catholic I was a little surprised finding out other denominations don't do confession, that's crazy to me. Crazier? Baptists get baptized when they're fully willing to submit to god (I think) and that shocked me a lot. I was baptized as a baby to wash original sin away, so hearing that some of my christian friends aren't baptized yet really shocked me
i'm really just avoiding relationships because that usually means intimacy i dont want but i'm not actually opposed to having a partner as long as they understand my extreme refusal for specific intimacy