I'll make a birthday post and then i'll dip lol

Gonna have to archive this again before that fucker probably goes "oh... just so you know... even if you hate me... i'm still here for you, Lukeykanekar.... Positive vibes!" Because i'll film me hanging myself and tell my brother to post it online

hahahahaha, love my outside life too much to kill myself. i'm a little glad past me made lots of connections so it'd be difficult to die without someone noticing.

I remember someone going "you don't seem like a narcissist.... you act like you care for us?" And then someone immediately going "no, luka is definitely a textbook narcissist. He does a lot of things to seem like he cares"

Something something "cluster B" something something "it's just your NPD" ok and i'm choosing to do thjs even after recieving help Maybe that's just my quirky trait

I wish I completely lacked inhibition, then maybe I didn't pussy out. Always in a circle..... wondering if I should do it or not, then deciding not to because "i'm so awesome, so i should live. Other people are worthless"

I think it's also funny that they bring up "people care for you" type of shit. It's not like I don't have empathy, but I just don't see why should I care? I'm more than willing to end it all, it just so happens that I'm religious + somewhat afraid of dying.

i think a lot of people don't understand the suicidal mindset. I don't want to be told "it's okay" or that "people care for me." My life is more than okay. It's almost perfect now. I just want to kill myself just because I can.

Joking. Joking joking joking joking joking joking

Man turning 19 is scary I should kill myself idk fellas

one day i'll kill myself and it'll be done without anyone noticing

Guys killing yourself is a sin And you will go to hell so don't kill yourself

My og post about blocks was about people on twitter but then someone made it about himself so I decided ok, sure. And group him in specifically. You all are narcissistic freaks but apparently it's only an issue when I have it

Sometimes I think you guys are more narcissistic than me and that's saying a lot. Not everything is about you. I like talking about every part of my life. Shocking. I'm still a functional member of society.

You all are stupid children I really should've expected less from you guys besides common sense. I already told EVERYONE i'm actively recovering as well + receiving help but nobody wants to believe that because i'm still suicidal

"I hope you go see a therapist..." "I hope you go see a doctor..." "I hope" ok been there, done that, me and my doctor are great actually can you shut up and stop making shit up about my life

i don't think lots of you actually met actively suicidal people before and a specific person here is so hellbent on telling me to go get help despite the fact i have gone to professionals about this. Have you guys just considered that you can still go to doctors and still be fucked?

"i care for you" do you think a suicidal person wants to hear that Ugh i really shouldve done it but now i can't and it sucks

This all started because i posted that I'm still alive I should've killed myself huh

Grand age of 18 turning 19 in 3 days and little kids who don't know shit about the internet are upset that I'm a hater