I wish I was a beautiful woman but alas I look deep down in my heart and it's disgusting. Male and disgusting, and even when I technically identify as bigender, and that secondary gender is woman-leaning, I am a man first. A man with disgusting thoughts and ideals.

I LOVE MISANDRY!

Me when I doubt my transgender-ness sometimes but then I remember, I Iove vyn like a degenertae male and not a beautiful woman. Sigh. My misandry is stronger, I won't be a woman because I will be disgracing women eith my disgusting feelings

Awful awful awful, you are tempted towards relationships when you know the impact you cause in one. You were meant to be celibate, and celibate you will forever be. You lived happier as a celibate man compared to the times when you've entangled yourself with others. No matter how many times people coo in your ear that there is a woman that would "love" you, you know deep down in your heart celibacy will be the best thing to grace you.

💭Ah, so many people in happy relationships... maybe if I had a girlfriend💭 and then my catholic persona beats akane over the head because you promised the lord abstinence! No backing out of it now, pussy. Dedicate yourself properly, resist tempation. The devil is showing you this to lure you, stop being a sinner..

Asking for guidance, and even if the devil tempts me, I am strong enough to hold on... It is my own personal mission, to dedicate myself to the lord and abstain from relationships. Ah, I think to myself so often it would be nice to have a girlfriend, or that I should become a woman because it'll make my life easier. But that's not what the lord had in store for me, it is not my path to go down. People are so shocked about it, the fact I choose to remain celibate *let alone single* for the rest of my life. It doesn't matter if a woman would love me, I refuse intimacy. The farthest towards marriage I'd go is a marriage of convenience, otherwise I do not want to be married at all...

sometimes i think to myeelf "it would be easier if I said I was a girl" but lent just passed and jesus spent 40 days in prayer and resisting temptation and i should know even though there are easier paths in life it is important it does not mean it is the paths that i should take. I have three saints watching over me for a reason, my life was not meant to be easy. I will endure it all because it's what the lord had planned out for me

I wish I was a bird and vyn was also a bird and I preen her because we're lovers and she is very soft i'd like to imagine

🦉🦉🦉🦉🦉🦉

Owl wife 💭my hoot hoot 💭💭💭💭💭she has such a owl face. Her middle part frames her face to be so heart shaped, owl... my barn owl... she may be a snowy owl, but she is very barn owl shaped...

Idk why i drew rosa and xuan at different heights when they're the same height What

America needs to go.

unless... ugh. Ughfhfj!!!! I used to get so many official stuff for cheap, but tarrifs. Ugh.

if tariffs affect hyv doing raffles to the US i might kms though

people out here thinking i'm rich no i'm poor Lol i just know how to use resources and have networks people these days 😒

she has PERSCRIPTION glasses for every other day but heaven forbid she wears a TSHIRT! ugh, one day i'll be rich and spoil you lavishly

JOKING JOKING JOKING JOKING glad for u 🙏 hope i get that too🤞🤞🤞🤞

Saw someone on twt pull two luke SSRs oh okay you want me to kms...

Well, polo shirt. But i think people get what i mean... short sleeved regular shirt.

Vyn in a tshirt is horrifying but lovely