Ur right but it's still very 🤯 when my head starts to wander 💔💔💔

Looks at my clipstudio paint and i nod to myself No time to think about intrusive thoughts Only time to get back to making cute happy art. people wonder why i haven't been drawing sad angst lately and it's really because i need something happy to draw

head in my hands What the fuck.

Half truth on my twt because i did dream about drawing but the reason i was upset in my dream was because of that, and I don't know why would I even. Dream of that.

this oc whispering in my ear about r*pe and I cover my ears Idk why i dreamed of that and i wake up in cold sweat Huh

OKAY u get ur like wow😭

Be nice 😒 ask kindly and I'll give a like

god is this a sign.

Ok enough being sad Archiving

Stupid and selfish, I need to pray more.

I hope it's warm and nice, and I live in the same house, and my grandpa is still there, and my dad was healthier, and I could play forever

Sometimes I wish that when I make it to heaven after purgatory, I get to live out being 18 forever. Or 6, either or. I wish that in heaven it's just my life, but nobody died and I still have my grandpa.

It's hard to not be pessimistic when everyone in your world is losing themselves, either due to dementia or health complications. I'm selfish, and so is my mom, sharing the same selfish want that my dad stays alive longer. But my dad already is resigned, years ago he already accepted that he'll die young probably. We're just selfish.

It's just hard to think about, I keep repeating myself but I just. My grandpa died due to health complications, and so will my father if this continues

I take bacj every good thing i ever said about samsung this is so ass

EVERYTHIGN SUCKS 🤬 samsung... when I catch you.

Samsung still sucks THIS UI IS AXTUALLY SO ASS WHAT THE FAAAAAK.

guys im so insane 😜 wow i can't believe mentally ill people exisf

me when i post on that acc once and nobody noticed Liek swear ong it should've been recognizable

love knowing information about me is spread so sparsely though liek okay you can find me but it's hard to connect the dots. one day i'll delete this account and maybe make a new one and yall wouldnt know LMAOOO cause i have an acc no one knows about teehee