oh my goodness speaking of rosaries I cleaned out my room months ago and found five more rosaries 🥹🥹 i kept three and gave the rest to my mom and she brought one to give to my auntie 💙💙💙

i hadn't watched ghost in a long time but i like their portrayal of heaven and hell a lot and the ghost just being in a state of limbo until their business is finished Wow Purgatory... I wish purgatory is like that...

The lord made me insane and crazy so that my love is extra whimsical and joyful

Ahhh I remember when I went to church that day... I cried so much in the confessional TT... but it was o nice... i never felt so much relief until then...

My kinda priestsona wao

yandere vyn....

oh wow...

forgor I removed it from my bio so it isn't quick information My carrd is a more detailed about me

go out go out on a tuesday... sitting in my room still sick Beabadoobee to numb the pain in my throat 😔 four weeks of a never ending cough

i threw up again earlier like hours earlier fml

You could've stayed on twitter, bask in the fame and glory you built yourself on. But you came back to us, I'm sure you have varying reasons to, but do not act like we are so adamant on not accepting you when I have stated it before; you do not show to us that you're sorry. Until then, I'm afraid you're pushing us away

You came on to anime maker that very day, surely you had a reason to. You came back to a place you knew did not like you, would not accept you. You have nostaglia in a place that hurt you, what for? What is it that keeps you away from letting yourself back into our arms the same way I said my wrongs and let myself regain faith in the lord? You may not need salvation as I had, but it doesn't hurt to gain community. The doors have been open if you let yourself take those first steps in, even if it hurts you

I want to say I feel your sorrow, as you feel empathy for others. I want to say I feel like I've related to your situation before, if you're willing to read a poor sinner's words about god's grace. Five years ago, I've committed a mortal sin, a sin that completely drove me away from god. A sin that I willingly commited, and for years I lived life without a purpose, without faith. I have considered myself prideful, unwilling to admit my wrongs, but last year I went to church and felt regret. I sit in the church, a sinner, inside of god's home. I went to confession to admit I was wrong, and I was scared of what god would think of me. But the priest told me that the lord knew that day was a good day for me to confess my wrongs even when it was five years too late, and that for years he knew my heart has been hurting. I willingly severed the tie, but he was waiting for me to return home, to return to his arms where he willingly accepted me back in. Does your heart not hurt too?

And sorry to assume, if you are not catholic then you may not know what I'm talking about. But I assume as a french person, you might've had a general idea of christianity, right? I see this situation in a similar way, except instead of sins directly, it is general wrong doing. In the eyes of the lord, if we want our soul to grow closer to god, then we do confession. It's never wrong to admit your wrongs if in your heart you whole heartedly wish to return to us, like rebuilding a relationship with the lord after we sin. It may take varying penance, but it's to cleanse your soul in the same way to return to the lord. Even if you're not christian, is this not good principles to follow through with? When you're wrong, make amends when you can? It's never too late to say sorry about your racism and return to us when you're comfortable enough

And differing political party comment, do you know the person we make fun of is a nazi larper? I too am a person who generally does not care for political parties and my arms are willing to accept conservatives too, but you must understand the idea of roleplaying as a nazi supporter, right? What good reason is there for besides actual ww2 reenactment? There is no warzone here, so why pretend to be a nazi?

And we *do* want to see change, we want to see positives in everyone. But, man. You're making it hard to see a positive. It would be nice if the whole world could be happy and lovely and forgive each other on past mistakes, but the key to that is working on yourself first. You want to wish beanz a good life, and I'm sure we all want to wish you a good life as well, but if your response to "I remember you were racist" is to say you are 15 back then, then it is hard to believe it when you want to say you've grown as a person. Our arms are willing to accept you if you chose to, and I'm sure your arms are too, but they push instead of pull. You can't go in for a hug just to push us away. I'm not sure if I'm making sense to you, and I won't comment on other things since they did not directly affect me and I do not have substantial information on it, but all I know is the racism that does indirectly hurt me

like, read the room bruh no matter how much you praise nostalgia and send tweet everyone in the room does not see you positively for good reason; we don't see actual change. You can say it's just the past and you were wrongfully cancelled all you want but hey I don't see a "sorry for being racist I'll do better," all you do is push accountability. You know there's proof of your racism, but you can't take accountability. It's just "past abdel doing this, past abdel's fault," but what about your fault now? You can't say sorry? You can admit your racism, but you don't want to apologize for past mistakes because of what? You won't apologize then and you won't apologize now, so why expect us to like you if you're unwilling to give us a real reason to like you. Your fame does not matter here

"guys i was racist when i was 15 that was in the past" ok but do you feel bad about dming someone on twitter those years ago that they should move in with you because you think the Philippines was poor and unsuccessful and do you also feel bad for dming someone from here about trying to commission them because "you're vietnamese and the currency you make is so much more than vietnamese people" and also wrongfully assumed that because she's vietnamese she automatically lives in vietnam the whole point of "it's in the past" is that you change from the past 😂

ITS SO FUNYN WHEN AUTHORITARIANS SAY IT THOUGH LIKE guys.... you do know that if you let oppression happen to one thing that gives them room to oppress everyone 😂😂😂😂

GURL HOLD ON ill dm link on discord