There are characters made specifically for me And nobody will get it. Hmph. I like characters who

- wear glasses, have silver hair, intelligent/elegant, in a position of power, emotionally constipated, mysterious

- are a friend from childhood who's brunette, yandere, horribly traumatized, puppy-like

- refuses to acknowledge their feelings and pretend to be tough, with a crazed look in their eyes and in truth are incredibly dense but sentient enough to have feelings hurt

Anytime I'll make more concepts but on csp 😛

debut as a vtuber and credit me as a ママjk

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I HATE MY STUPID LIFE

people telling me that i'm a liar and i'm not developing games which is true but for reasons nobody actually thinks of 😂this is hell

i say i dont use fire alpaca anymore but that is a lie tbh I did use it a while ago just never finished anything cus i dont finish art at all 😛 i'll open it for the memories 💙

IT WAS MY FIRST REAL ART PROGRAM 🥹 I don't use it anymore but it has a special place in my heart

"your sin is pride and envy" my gluttony sickens people Malatang I Miss you like a desperate ex....

Mala tang hot pot got me blushing and shit... it's true what they say, aromantic people just love food

My fatass thinking about food still fuuuuck

I thought about revisiting the style but TT.... this era is too special.... and I have no ocs to do this for since my aesthetic changed 🥲 Nor do I plan to unarchive my old art at all, it's so embarrassing and old TT it's charming to me but imin the way that you can admire your younger self's efforts, not in a "this is good" way.... 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲 I could think of so many ways to optimize my art back then but I was 12 oh well

This was a big sentiment some people had when they recieved critiques from me/asked for lessons from me. They made a huge note about how "kind" my critique was and that I didn't immediately say their art was "bad." People are more than quick to put others down to feel better about their own art haha, and they actually don't know how to critique people.

Avoid tone tags in my page, I don't like them as much

if you shade in purple and don't Shade in this specific way you will burn in hell and you actually make ai Art that's the rules everyone else said so.... If you don't sketch and then do line art you are a witch and we will burn you at the STAKE!

Ah... back when I was just a boy using a trackpad + mouse to draw and only had access to firealpaca...

I'M ALEQYS REAL 😛😛😛😛😛😛but liek this has been my biggest opinion since forever and it bugs me whenever people are so ....... about art Liek...... okay no love in your art just say you do this for fame

Art tiktok ruins people but you didn't hear that from me heh...

Bleh?

if anything I sorta miss my older styles.... so free and careless TT shading with color burn only.... vaporwave aesthetic was a huge thing in my art in 2017-2018...

I think this sort of sentiment also liek, pushes many artists back from exploring anything in fear that they're doing something wrong but that's a whole different topic i could dive into another day. I think it's more than fine to make "art mistakes" because it's a learning process LOOOOL i would never be where i am today without being able to fuck around with art when i was little.