i think research and science (politics and history Other times) shows through a lot in my work... the urge to keep researching... it's in my bones.... i must... keep researching... there's so much information to collect..... i was never meant to be an art major... STEM has always been my true calling

in retrospect it's kinda funny thinking i considered to be an art major in 2018-2019 when in early childhood i always had a passion for science and currently still excel in scientific work.... my professor said i should've taken her geology class if i liked studying rocks so much LMAO

this is also why hoa wears glasses early in life lol, later in life august will wear glasses too but hoa just got the worst of myopia.... 😞

im so in love with vyn actually Nobody talk to me....

nobody gaf but i put a lot of thought making xuanyi ship children because i'm also a science nerd hellooooo.. I know vyn's gold eyes & silver hair are dominant traits but knowing her maternal side vyn probably has recessive genes that are similar to xuan's (and the personal hc that she's wasian so. the kids will be 1/4 white) so that's why august's hair is naturally dark while hoa has more natural looking eyes

this got me so bad fuuuuck i actually gotta reread all of vyn's stories eventually and make a whole document to analyze all of vyn.... i can be the father to ur children Vyn

i feel so maternal and paternal Ueuuee My Babies that I raise 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

😢😢😢oh my GOOOOOD

my beautiful children I want to be a father 😢😢😢

oh my gooooood

her bird is canadian goose 😊😊😊😊Daughter

YOU ALREADY SEEN AUGUST its one of the ship kids u mentioned it in the commebts about sharing names 😒😒😒😒😒

we are from dust and to dust we shall return Smth Smth but fuuuuck the idea of dying is horrible but the idea of living is also equally horrible and then i remember Oh Yeah Intrusive thoughts my bad lalala Carry on.... Book of mormon turn it off lalala

god whispering into my ear and i nod Yes i know my duties on this world and when the time is ready i'll happily serve out purgatory.... U are kind but my genes are not and if everyone is getting dementia chances are i am too 😭😭😭😭😭😭

anyone else shut their eyes and think about how do you wanna live your life and suddenly now you're hoping to get a DNR in the future because the idea of living to see yourself deteriorate is worse than anthing else

getting new prescription and im getting laughed at cause i went from -2.50 to -3.50 bruh I THOUGHT MY LEFT EYE WAS BETTERRRRRR fuck...

nobody gaf but im still sick bruhhhhh almost two months of this bruh i got the everlasting cough FAWWWK whatever I ordered two pairs of glasses for cheap online thats my one personal win of the month because my current pair are broken and my eyesight got worse 😂😂😂😂im gonna be blind and deaf at this rate

i think people like using the word trojan because it sounds scary but it's honestly stupid, it's a type of virus. not all malware are trojans and it's stupid to me when people say "i made a trojan virus!" and it's IMGOINGTOHACKYOURPC.exe

i never mentioned much about the secret oc besides their design because i really really want to keep their lore as secretive as possible until i decide to work on a functional demo but i think the inspiration i took the oc from is really stupid, because trojan viruses are meant to be "secretive" and the name is directly from "trojan horses" however the MEMz trojan doesn't disguise itself

ah this mint is so cute though... so joyful.... all she does is sleep she is so tired.... rainbows and clouds what a joyful life