Ok listen up Nomi, Jen freaking loves you, ok? Don’t think that

No, Yessy, I love you and you only, I just feel bad for hurting Suki like that..

...it’s fine...jen..you can be with who you’d love..that’s..fine..

No no, I understand.. and I’m sorry I hurt you.. I never meant for that to happen.. I wanted to tell you but I didn’t know how, that’s why I asked Yessy to.. I’m so, so sorry..

And I just didn’t want yessy to get mad at me or be defensive cause people can be like that and honestly I just felt so bad I wanted to let you know how much you hurt me but I’m afraid everyone would gang up on me because I basically lost a lot of friends because of that and I just felt so guilty I never talked to you and it feels so good to get all of it out but that also sounds rude I just I just feel like even what I’m saying just makes no sense and you might get mad at me and I don’t want that to happen I just don’t know who to vent to and I know venting to you might sound you might be weird and gJwnansnsmam