Please don't. You became friends with blackberries n shovels after explaining to her why what you did wasn't attention seeking, right? You can just try to explain it again to others. If the person still won't listen to you, don't bother, it's their fault, their the ones being ignorant fuckers.
Dont listen to them. They're just some sorry assholes who find pleasure in making others feel bad. And please dont commit suicide!! You may not realize but more people care about you than you think.