Please Roman please don't, I don't Wana loose you please I love you so much if I lost you I wouldn't be the same if I was forced to live and, if your going to die I'm going with you I won't live this life out without you, if you won't live it with me everyone calls me a lair a lazy sack of shit, and I am a sack of shit but I'm not a lair i am not fibbing and I won't lie I will die for you if it means being with you, and I'm sorry that it has to be like this I'll do what ever you want me to just please don't die, I'll let you do whatever you want to me just please don't let me loose you I love you

But I can’t live like this anymore Zimick, I can’t have everyone calling me a piece of shit and a horrible person. It has eroded me over time and I can’t take it anymore!

Roman, that's not true you are not a clown, your one of if not the most important person to me, if you where what people said I would've dumped your ass or never spoken to you but look at us now, I'm in the same boat as you nobody believes I was hurt the ways I was and how I was touched the ways I was, but you do you treat me with respect and I want to give you the same respect you treat me with, if that means sacrificing my own dignity or my very own morals or ideas then so be it. I would give the world to you if I could your not worthless your worth every bit of love in the universe a lot of people in this world don't even deserve to breath but you do, you excepted me at my lowest and I'll except you as well, because I love you and I don't ever want to loose you Roman.

if you are feeling like this you might wanna stop and think for a second that there are others out there that wish they had a life like yours, because they have no food or shelter. that’ll make you feel a bit better. it could always be worse.