Roman, that's not true you are not a clown, your one of if not the most important person to me, if you where what people said I would've dumped your ass or never spoken to you but look at us now, I'm in the same boat as you nobody believes I was hurt the ways I was and how I was touched the ways I was, but you do you treat me with respect and I want to give you the same respect you treat me with, if that means sacrificing my own dignity or my very own morals or ideas then so be it. I would give the world to you if I could your not worthless your worth every bit of love in the universe a lot of people in this world don't even deserve to breath but you do, you excepted me at my lowest and I'll except you as well, because I love you and I don't ever want to loose you Roman.