do NOT say that of course you don't deserve it. you are an amazing person and you deserve nothing but love. and you don't have to say anything, I just feel a need to apologize for being useless. in helping you, and in general. you're someone I care about and the fact I can't do something about the shit you're enduring kills me. but the things I'm feeling don't matter, I just want to know that you're going to be okay.

I’m really sorry you feel that way, but you don’t need to be upset at me I probably deserve it, and it’s not your fault I’m not forcing you to not feel bad but seeing you hurt really hurts me and I really have no idea what else to say but I’m just happy that your willing to do all of that for me thank you Styx your amazing

that is a massive fucking deal. you didn't deserve that shit and I'm so so sorry. I know it's nothing I can really help but I feel like shit for not being able to help you. that, among other unimportant reasons.

I would rather kill myself than ever harm you and what happened was I got beat by my dad till I threw up but like that’s not a big deal you a bother at all! Seeing you talk to me is awesome and I would never want to force you away! Ever hun

I don't know what's going on.
I'm so sorry about everything that happened to you.
and I'm so so sorry for being a bother to you. and everyone else.

I request for you to beat the ever living shit out of me until I can't feel things anymore <3