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Tired

I feel like I can't do anything right rn
I'm failing school iv alway done bad in online but I don't wanna go to in person cause I always get bullied and especially since I have diabetes itll be horrible for my health
I feel angry and upset and I know that's a normal teen thing but I'm treated like it's not
This app and the support I get on it is one of few things that have kept me going but I'm just upset my anxiety and depression levels are rising and my therapist is worried
I'm getting more isolated and I stay in my room all day
And I don't want to be around people
Up until 6th grade I'd come home on the first day and say I'm friends with everyone cause everyone was nice I just wasn't used to being treated with basic respect. But then I realized how dumb I was for that and stopped talking about anything other then teachers.
Because within a month I would be physically bullied I'd come home crying with a bloody nose.
I'm scared and upset and tired of living
I have been for a long time now
But it's getting worse and

[Tw!!!]
My self harm habits are really bad rn

I'm so tired of pretending to be happy I'm tired of pretending I'm so silly or some shirt
I used to be
My own mother hates me.
My step mom is a better mom and even though I'm happy I have her I want my mom
But if I see her I have a panik attack
I'm so done with this shit
I would kms but I don't have the guts.
I'm so fucking tired

I'm so sorry to vent but I don't wanna tell my parneys rn
:(
I'm sorry

6 months ago   13 views   4 frames   3 Like

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  WinterGreen

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🕸🐞⋆Zeze⋆🐞🕸 AKA roach

Thank you zeze
This means alot<3
Ilysm

6 months ago   Reply
  🕸🐞⋆Zeze⋆🐞🕸 AKA roach

Hon don't kill yourself I know it's horrible right now but you can push through it next time anyone tries to hurt you you hurt them and if you get in trouble say you were defending yourself please don't kill your self. I hope your self harm habits stop. One of my close friends killed themselves and I feel so guilty because of it even though I did nothing wrong I really don't want you to go cause then I may feel guilty but this isn't about me it's about you and I really hope you get a lot of help so you can stay here and get better. I love you so much more then you will ever know please PLEASE be safe.

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  Ayat cat cute nyah!💘

I was not know you have this problems I am so sorry for that the same hard to have school and online...do not feel bad all care of you we love you we have fun and get happy so do not feel bad...I don't know how to do big text so sorry...

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