Just thinking a bit… I could go on for so much longer about how mad I am at every person.
I wonder what people would say about me when I’m gone… would they say good or bad things? I wonder what things haven’t been said about me?… what do people think of me?… I know when I am gone nothing will change unless I do something really big… and I probably won’t… within 3 generations I will not be remembered… who am I now that I will wish I was later in life? I’ve seen meany artist leave and nobody even actually cares… I’ve come across artist that haven’t posted in years and not a soul has said a thing on there last post… it’s really sad… a person can think people care and have maybe a few hundred people behind them… but are they really there for you? Nobody was for them… maybe that could be me… it could… I reality I’m sure people will come to my funeral… not that I deserve one with how I am. You know you don’t see meany animals killing themself… only really humans… maybe we aren’t meant to live like this. It’s not a real way to live just a way everyone chose to live because someone told them to… sometimes I think ide be happier dying of hunger in the cold in a forest… and if I could I would rub away and do that… but you know what… there are none… not one… and if there is it’s got humans in it hunting… a bad thing we are. No forest is empty. There are few big enough to even be called a forest. Anymore… you notice that? When is the last time you seen a forest? A big forest? With no people or homes close? Just a forest? Nowhere… you can’t be an animal as… well I’m not a very religious person but I did used to be Christian. I would have just said as god intended but hell, as nature intended. This is not normal. Cars and power and shit is not good. I might sound crazy but when is the last time you wore able to have GOOD air? Maybe some greasy breeze and a good sit dawn in grass? When have you gone outside and been able to sit dawn under a tree? I did that one on my way home and I think that but if time was the happiest I’ve been in a long time. The air didn’t twist well though. I live out in country to. You would expect it to be nice. Sometimes I don’t even feel… like… I want my skin. I actually want to rip it off frequently because it feels gross to call myself human. I don’t feel human. Then you got all these people with race and shit. What ever happened to being different species? We don’t evolve because we don’t like things that don’t look like us? That is what evolution is. I mean it’s not how it always works but… be real with me here. I don’t care about anything in social media. I actually don’t care what anybody says but I will admit I get mad. But its just fucking words. Who really cares at the end of the day? Fuck a filter. I will say… Fag, rice eater, nigger, I don’t care! FUCK MAN! WHY DO YOU EVEN CARE! NOBODY SHOULD CARE! A WORD DOSNT DEFINE YOU AND IF IT DOES YOU NEED TO CHANGE! Just care fore one another. I DONT BELIEVE IN RACE OR THE POWER OF WORDS SAID I BELIEVE IN ACTION! if you hate me… for saying any of those words I don’t mind. Im only saying that… those words shouldn’t even exist and when said should pass through you. I… don’t know quite how to explain it but im just tired of human kind and if I wish to have all animals even humans treated as equals because that is what we are. You are no better then a fucking pig everyone. Yea that is crazy right? A bear doesn’t see a difference if they get to eat. Just as you don’t care wether it’s chicken or stack when your hungry. We are all self untitled. Boom, mind blown. Now ima need everyone to get off there step stools of self care and get your heads out of the clouds because if you don’t care about the world EVERYTHING IS GOING TO DIE! I’m not crazy… I’m not crazy, I’m scared though. Very scared. People get killed every day and are scared and are dying and trying hard to just live. And you care if someone calls you by the wrong pronoun? Why? No really why? It makes you uncomfortable? Really? That’s your big issue these days? I really really can't. I’m fucking cracking. I don’t even know anymore. This world is fucked and nobody can save it. This is coming from someone in a young generation. Just a little call for help. Just a reminder to maybe look at the bad things in life for a while… the real bad things. Not your damn celebrities or who has been canceled. Why do you give a fuck about canceling? Your a dick and an ass whipe for that. Just be an animal for a day. Kill me.
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