this is a tough decision

since yall know how i truly feel, i don't know if i want to keep masking and pretending im okay, because it honestly just seems dumb that im hiding how depressed and sad i am
i dont want to waste my energy trying to mask my feelings from everyone online

well you guys know me by now
i dont like showing my emotions because it makes me feel vulnerable, and weak
and i try to make sure everyone is happy

but i dont want to feel like im an attention seeker or over dramatic