(I'm not good at writing so please excuse my terrible wording and sorry in advance if this hurts you more)

its ok to cry about breakups and your issues but you shouldn't crush ppl with those issues
maybe try getting more professional help bc ppl on the internet cant help you(and I cant neither. I'm sorry)
if it makes u uncomfortable to talk face to face there's texting therapy
I genuinely have no idea how else to help you and I'm sorry for that

there's this crisis line I used to text
(Text HOME to 741741)

i know. but i also know theres people in my life who do care.

thanks, Thats good advice
I do vent to myself, and I take time to myself a ton. my emotions are overflown right now. I'm taking everything as lessons, even if it hurts, but im still having trouble, since i dont work like neurotypical people. I do my best, and thats what focusing on right now, thanks for the worda of advice
im genuinely so relieved that you actually gave me this, i thank you a thousand times over im genuinely trying to get better.

Haha
Imagine
First you lose your brother.. or was it sister. Idk. what was it? Lenny… or Jenny? I don’t remember OR care. Lol. Imagine going through all of this
every year? Hahah
Idk if you know or remember me, but I criticized you guys a lot
And that’s why Lenny left lol
You go through more drama then everyone in this app combined 😱
Everyone hates you lol

First of all you need help and a lot of it
You cant keep crushing people under the weight of your own problems. Instead of venting to an actual person vent to urself.
You also need to get rid of your obsessive behaviour. You get way too attached to people to the point where it becomes unhealthy and bizarre.
To be completely honest i think you need time alone. Your not giving yourself time to recover from the break up you have just endured. And yes, it should hurt. But let that hurt be a lesson to yourself and your conscience to try and be the best person you pssibly can be