I get it. I have like- chronic over thinking, it's just, I have siblings who I see rarely because my step dad is a bad person(he did some horrible things to me), my bio mom dosnt believe me. And my sisters still live there and the police can't do anything. Owwy was like my little sister and ad far as I was concerned they straight up were and now I am losing my sister all over again. And it's all my fault. If I'd been responsible enouph to say "no, we should not share numbers as we are strangers but we can still tlak on here"(we shared videos of us waving to prove we went like 80 yeat old men) then I'd still be able to talk to them. It hurts and I just wnat to know that their safe
