And if you really want to apologize to bekah then why didn't you when she emailed you in good will hoping to have a conversation with you? All you did was yell at her and say how you were hurting. You didn't apologize once for what you put us through. I ALWAYS encouraged you to spend time with your parents and even contacted your mother after you were treating to kill yourself. I did not make our relationship toxic. I never threatened to kill myself. I never threaten to put a gun up to your head. My father never cussed you out and called you a devil worshiper. I didnt make 3 paragraph long posts about how much of a terrible person you were. But you did. And I NEVER threatened to end our relationship. Aftet this message im blocking you because I am done putting up with this. Your just stressing yourself out with all this hate towards me. I've talked to bekah about this situation and she's done talking to you too. So please don't contact me, bekah, or Cody ever again.
Im fucking done with all of you and i never wanted to talk about this in the first place so i gladly will quit. Why do you think i never responded after you called me fucking toxic. ALSO quit hitting on daniel i know you do. Hes told me and it pisses me off because hes my best friend and if you really did care about him you wouldnt do that shit. You did it to me and you tried to tell me if i was a good person LILY that is not ok to try and tell someone if there a good person. And the reason i did that killling my slef and shit was because i thought i had no other ways. I wasnt in a good place but whats even worse is daniel hardly talks to you because of the things you say to him. Im asking politly for you to stop before he tells you himself. I worry about him ALOT i know you wont see this but i dont care youve contacted me 3 times the only reason ive been responding is because im telling you to leave me alone but you dont give a flying fuck. Do you