i really fucking appreciate you, z. do you know that?

youre an absolute god damn angel. i dont think you understand just how much that means to me with everything going on at the moment. i dont want to bother you with any of my issues, just because most of them arent important and i dont want you worrying over anything stupid. but i really appreciate that. i absolutely love you dude.

but, that being said, i cant promise i wont sleepy txt you at some point in the middle of the night when i get too emotional, id just like to apologize ahead of time- im not rlly sure what time my nighttime is for you, but if i do you dont have to pay attention to any of it, i just get really sleepy and since i cant sleep most of the time i cry- its stupid really lol.