i really fucking appreciate you, z. do you know that?
youre an absolute god damn angel. i dont think you understand just how much that means to me with everything going on at the moment. i dont want to bother you with any of my issues, just because most of them arent important and i dont want you worrying over anything stupid. but i really appreciate that. i absolutely love you dude.
but, that being said, i cant promise i wont sleepy txt you at some point in the middle of the night when i get too emotional, id just like to apologize ahead of time- im not rlly sure what time my nighttime is for you, but if i do you dont have to pay attention to any of it, i just get really sleepy and since i cant sleep most of the time i cry- its stupid really lol.
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Hey don’t get me started I will read that like a bible if you text me!
You are a saint for dealing with my goofy ass, you could tell me the most gut werntching weird shit and on really wouldn’t hate you! Unless we’ll y’know but like, you sleepy texting me doesn’t bother me at all! Really I love whenever I talk to you, it makes my day! I adore speaking to you and seeing you sad makes me wana grab you threw the screen and hug the shit outta you dude, and even if you do text me I’ll be ready cause I will pay attention and I will respond hopefully, also don’t even dare apologize! It isn’t your fault you feel sad and you should never apologize for your feelings they matter a lot if someone says other wise they are god danm stupid cause you matter and you mean a lot you are worth everything in the world and if I had the choice of someone to spend all my time with it would be you! Cause you are amazing and matter a ton! And you are worth everything and I love you for it!