honestly, after the shit he pulled on me I'm not even sure some of the shit he was talking was true.
so now it's just like.
✨ regret ✨
✨ guilt ✨
✨ anger ✨

..eugh

......mh
I kinda hate myself for ever even saying anything lmfao
I mean, z started coming to me talking abt how uncomfy n shit he was-
and then asked for my help and I was like 'damn, aight. fuck it we ball'
and I got jealous over dumb shit
and mad over even dumber shit
and he told me you were talking shit
and....I don't gotta repeat it lmao, you already know.
so like
I get it if you hate me
I feel like shit. but it's cool
it's totally fine