It's a mental disorder what
i wanna start going to my dads house
but its not as easy to skip meals there
maybe i should go on like weekends and
idk
ill think abt it in my first block
i cant eat salad tonight
on saturday i got a salad because i really couldnt bring myself to eat after what she said
and i said as a joke that i did it to make my nana feel bad
and today it happened again
and i cant bring myself to even think about eating
and theyre gonna make me eat pasta
and i really just dont want to
i cant bring myself to
but in their minds
im only doing it to make them feel bad
im gonna probabally start going to my dads house because im mad at her