i cant eat salad tonight
on saturday i got a salad because i really couldnt bring myself to eat after what she said
and i said as a joke that i did it to make my nana feel bad
and today it happened again
and i cant bring myself to even think about eating
and theyre gonna make me eat pasta
and i really just dont want to
i cant bring myself to
but in their minds
im only doing it to make them feel bad