luka 🍉

selfpity

when people ask me why i'm failing I tell them I don't care about my grades. It's partially true, but the main reason is I never saw an actual future for myself. I tell my friends i'm not actively suicidal. It doesn't mean I don't want to kill myself anymore. I think about it, but I don't have to kill myself. Everyday, i think about it, but my friend is already experiencing grief. My empathy expands enough that I won't kill myself


Replies

  luka 🍉

luka 🍉

My life is going great, I have a career path almost ready and set up, and I still think what would happen if I died today, or tomorrow.

1 months ago   回复 (1)

登录后可发表评论 登录