You don't wanna talk to her anymore, Do you feel like you have no energy to waste on her anymore?, If so, I get it, After trying so long, But you see no progression of change from the person it's, Saddening. But tell me if you have a change of mind about it, In the future, Hopefully there'll be a final ditch effort of like trying to change your mother again, But it's when you are comfortable doing so, If you even are at all, Please do have hope, But, I can tell it has been diminished, Over and Over again. But keep in mind the final effort, You won't know what they are truly feeling until you search for it.