Also about suicide which is a serious thing, This doesnt mean you instantly go to heaven, Since there are actions that youve still done that are against God, And when doing that you cause burden on your parents and friends to bear upon, Your parents may say, I wasnt enough.. People will absolutely miss you, There are worse to come, But one thing i will say is, If the worst is to come, The best is to come.

There are others that love you even if you dont think so, And ive experienced that, Thats why i say this to you, As theres a better way than doing the said action. Which is suicide