i know what i do know matters, but i do not have the very strenght or ounce to do it, ive been reflecting alot more lately, but currently i feel empty deep within me there is nothing to be found since everything is now outside. I dont get how i even managed such thing even when feeling this way, managing to talk to many who has problems, yet myself i have not, well as of now i have, but my current emotion is empty. Im taking more of a break until i may have dealt with it mayson. It takes alot of things in me to attempt to do what i want or need to even when i am this way.
It has yet to even dissipate, when better ill try to come back. if its not late.]
[Currently i am in the situation of thinking and thinking of what must do about the situation that my father is in, because i am aware that he is or may be cheating on my mother with another woman, i just cant really handle much of this and i literally have to deal with more problems that i have, I know it is only some but as ive said, its some of the biggest problems that I have to face either alone or with Him, but it will be better with Him. I dont know what to do.. i know what to do yet i dont have the strenght to do it, i have to confront my father about it.. but I don't have the strenght to do it..]