At the time, I would definitely take suffering for an unlimited time, than not exist at all, fully knowing what hell is. Also it's weird, part of me believes in God, and part of me knows there is a unknown chance however small or big that God doesn't exist. At at the time the chance of no longer existing more than terrified me. I didn't overcome the fear or anything like that, it just went for milk and never came back. I still pray to God, and be it the act of praying or God himself helping me, it still helps me through life. Thanks for the love
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It's good you still are praying tho dude
I'm still in my personal study in my Bible but I'm glad God healed you from that man
Ahh well if you do doubt just think about it.
Cause sometimes the devil feeds us thoughts that don't actually belong to us
Whenever I doubt that God is real I typically recall the life experiences that I went through, usually the times I could have died.
If that isnt enough then I start thinking about why there's so much design in us.
Why we are even able to form thoughts, there is so much in the human body that's organized in a way that definitely wasn't formed by an accident.
But usually people don't believe this cause God hasn't opened their eyes yet.
John 9:41 AMP
[41] Jesus said to them, “If you were blind [to spiritual things], you would have no sin [and would not be blamed for your unbelief]; but since you claim to have [spiritual] sight, [you have no excuse so] your sin and guilt remain.